LIFE

昨夜，我的朋友为我庆祝了我二十二岁的生日。。。。真的很开心，没想到大家那么忙都还能为我庆祝生日，写写你们的生日派对啊。。。。我很开心。。。只是我今年刻本没有打算去庆祝，但还是要谢你们。。。就当作我人生最后一次的生日会了。。。。谢谢你们。。。。

两天后是我的二十二岁生日了，不知道没有像以前的那份心情去等待那天的倒来。。。以前是我的母亲和家人为我庆祝。。。到了大学，我一般的朋友为我庆祝。。。只是现在我没有心要过我的生日了，没有什么期望要如何过，简简单单的度过就好了。。。。我也不知道我的寿命可以度过明年的生日吗？？？无论如何，在这里向谢谢拿些曾经在我的二十二年生命里出现过的每位人士。。。。谢谢你们为我加了不少的色彩，，，谢谢你们带来的喜怒哀乐，很开心有你们的存在，很开心有你们的陪伴。。。谢谢。。。此外，也想说谢谢你肯为我听听我那些唠叨，埋怨和诉苦。。。。真的很想我的母亲啊。。。哈哈。。。若有机会见到她，我会想他说出我活到二十二年的经历，没有她的日子和活在记忆里的她。。。就算里开了这个世界，来不及看见我妹妹结婚的那天，我弟弟出人头地的那天，我姐姐找到好的归属，以及我父亲的幸福，我都不会觉得可惜的。。。因为我还会活在她们的回忆里。。。可别忘了我啊。。。你这个傻哥哥和傻孩子。。。朋友们，再次谢谢你们啊。。。我会珍惜这友情的，就算到了另一个世界，你们给我的回忆依然还有你们的笑容啊。。。。对弈我关心的家人，谢谢你们，有你们几个幽默又互相关注的兄弟姐妹和很棒的父亲，阿姨，婆婆，亲戚等等我会很珍惜的。。。我喜欢的人啊，我不知道什么是爱什么是感情，我只知道去珍惜你而已。。。谢谢有你们的存在，让我的人生有了色彩。。。。

I really cannot accept any sudden news... either good or bad news... even though you need me to accept it, you at least give me some time to accept it...I'm not the person that can accept news that happen suddenly... I'm actually afraid to have such news, cause my life until now most of it is the bad news, I can't accept it anymore...my soul, my heart, my mind can't tolerate with it...please spear me, please forgive my selfishness...T_T

Do forget that, life is not depend on its period but how you live with it....each time and each minutes is precious to each of us....some life is short but live full with colors, even though we may gone but the memories we share will be capt in memories that belongs to us...share your life with others, share your feeling with others, share you joys and tears with others where it is they is also a part of your colorful life....when we gone, tears will not drop from our face ,but the smile that will be bring to the heaven....be happy always and appreciate with those who share with you...XD

Having feeling towards a person you like, but still can't express to him or her is a pain in the heart.....maybe we are afraid to receive the news that we do not want to hear, but the pain in the heart, in the soul still remain there.....When we spill it out from our mouth, nothing can do for it...only two choices awaiting for you which is a good news and bad news only....when we had the good news we may share it with those who cares for you, but when you receive bad news you may want to be alone, didn't want to let other to know the pain...maybe we are too selfish towards feeling, but that the truth in the reality...some say that time is the best medicine to cure the tore in the soul, but maybe that the toxin consume by me....

exam is near, proposal have not done yet....a lot of works need to be finished...all of this is the reasons of ours excuse...sometime, we need to be more responsible on what we need to do, don't drag anything or used the terms never-mind still had tomorrow to finished....what should be done or must be done, need to be done straight away....gambatea to all oh.....

some times we may think that ending our miserable life may ease the pain in our feeling....however when we leave the world that we belongs with, it will create a feeling of sorrow in others people heart....don't ever try to think that .....even there is pain in your heart cry it out loudly, to release your desperate feeling in your world.... Later, stand up and face the world again....Although the person we care may gone, although the work we done is not the perfect, although the things does not goes what had you plan but that is the way we will be stronger.....the person gone to the other world will still remain in the people heart who care for them......the work that imperfect will be perfect next time when we try harder....the plans that does not goes well will still be modify until you satisfy...just don't give up.....let the pain to be your other power to motivate you....let the sorrow make you stronger , let the imperfect to be you target and don't give up for you and the person you care.....<strong>

some time we had been go too fast, too far...until we had lost thing, memories and feeling within the journey that we had taken.....some time we also want to go back to the time we miss our precious memories to where we had left over, to where we can find the true of ourselves and also the feeling....i don't know when i will meet my life partner, when I will left this world....but in the end of my life i will find the route that i can find the needs of mine.....the happiness to all people in my world.....

我们真的不知道人生的路会如何，不知道下一秒会有什么事情会发生。。。可能会是泪水也有可能是脸上的笑容，也有可能没有什么表情。。。心里有时会后悔为何当时不好好的努力，为何不去多点争取。。。但全都是过去了，不能埋怨只能把它牢牢地记在心里。。。不许把往事来当你的碍脚石，而是把它化成你的推动力。。。人生的路不管有多长有多短，只要能够过的开开心心， 过的更有意义的话过就不会是白活了。。。^^加油吧各位。。。

人生路短但也充满了很多很多的障碍，有时很想放弃自己但是像其情爱的家人和朋友时那样的念头已被取消了。。。有时很毛顿，不知该怎么做好才能把两方的关系向以前一样的好。。。做人真辛苦，作中间人更加的辛苦啊。。。。朋友是否是推动力还是碍礁石呢？？？真的不清楚啊，但无论如何有缘才能当朋友啊。。。感恩和珍惜你身边的每一个人，因为我们不知道下一秒钟会有什么事情会发生的。。。(^_^)